God knows exactly what you're going through right now, but what's missing is your request, you have to ask Him for help.
If God is male and we (all human beings) are female, then just as a gentleman in this realm doesn't impose himself on a woman, so too God doesn't impose Himself on us.
In this realm, generally, men initiate relationships with women. But when it comes to our relationship with God, we (the female) have to initiate the relationship with God. We have to express our desires to Him, then He responds to our desires. We are the desires and He is the fulfillment.
So ask The One True God, The Infinite God, The God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob to help you and He will.
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