When you first go through a change in the perception of your reality, you'll feel really bad. You'll see yourself for who you really are and you'll be shocked at how selfish you've been, especially when you realize that you're surrounded by love.
This experience can be very painful, leading to distress, anxiety, depression, great sadness, post traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), shock etc. However, don't get stuck in this state, as it will pass.
Eventually you'll come to realize that you were always in bestowal, you were never in selfishness, that The Creator governs everything and that there is none else besides Him.
I don't want to scare you about what it's like to go through a change in the perception of your reality; however, I don't want to leave you unprepared for the intensity of the event.
It's like a woman in labour - it's painful, yet purposeful - and being well prepared and well informed helps.
Be prepared and be informed, but do not be afraid. God is with us.
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