Archived: For The Love of God (Ein Sof): FAQ

Updated Feb 27, 2018.

Here are some frequently asked questions:

Blog:

Why is your blog called 'For The Love of God'?

The phrase 'for the love of God' tends to have negative connotations because it's used to express exasperation or annoyance. I'm taking something negative and turning it into something positive. It simply means that I love God.

Why don't you allow comments on your blog?

I don't have the ability to manage comments and I receive feedback through other channels, perhaps our collective consciousness, I don't know. Simply think your feedback and it might get to me. If your thoughts are negative and destructive they will likely get filtered out. If your thoughts are positive and constructive and contribute to a post in a meaningful way that benefits others, they may get to me. Some elements of my blog are an example of wisdom of the crowd [1]; however, there is none else besides Him.

Where were you born?

I was born in Nairobi, Kenya on February 27, 1972.

When did you move to Canada?

We moved to Canada in 1987 when I was 15 years old.

Have you been back to Kenya since 1987?

Yes, in 1996.

Perception of Reality:

When did you go through a change in the perception of your reality?

In 2005, when I was 33 years old. I don't know the exact day because I didn't record it, but my best guess is that it was sometime in July 2005.

Where were you when it happened?

I was living in Calgary, Alberta, Canada. More ...

What was it like?

It wasn't easy at first, but it got easier over time. I'm still adjusting to it and subtle nuances of my perception keep changing, which is part of my own personal growth and development. More ...

What did you experience?

I saw another reality that's based on love and bestowal and I saw how selfish I'd been. Eventually I came realize that I've always been in bestowal and nothing bad has ever happened to me, others or all of Nature.

What is 'The Mirror Effect'?

When you go through a change in the perception of your reality, you perceive that the outside world is a mirror of your internal qualities.

Will we all go through a change in the perception of our reality?

Yes, but I don't know when. I don't have all the answers.

Intense Pleasure:

When did you first sense the intense pleasure?

On October 28, 2008 when I was 36 years old. I recorded the date.

Where were you when it happened?

I was living in Mississauga, Ontario, Canada. I was home, it was sometime in the afternoon and I was sitting at the foot of my bed. No drugs or alcohol were involved and I wasn't engaged in any sexual activity. All of a sudden this warm intense pleasure came over my entire body from head to toe. I fell backwards onto my bed.

Will we all sense this intense pleasure?

Yes, but I don't know when. I don't have all the answers.

God:

What's your relationship with God?

I am ONE with God. He is in me and I am in Him. He is Ein Sof, The God of Israel, The One True God, The Infinite God, The God of Abraham, Isaac, Jacob, Moses, Aaron, Joseph and King David. However, I'm still a child with a lot to learn and a lot of growing up to do.

What is God like?

God is love. God is good.

Will we all come to know God?

Yes, that is the purpose of creation. However, I don't know when. I don't have all the answers.

How can we connect with God?

Just want to. We are the desire and God is the fulfillment. If we desire something, we create a deficiency for God to fulfill. Be completely honest with yourself because it's a matter of the heart. It helps to cry about it, so don't be afraid to get emotional. Also, it has to do with the love of friends because from the love of friends, we come to the love of God.

Are You The Chosen One?

Don't ask me who I am because even if I told you, you wouldn't believe me. There are four witnesses to tell you who I am: 1) God will send someone to tell you who I am, 2) My works tell you who I am, 3) Scripture tells you who I am, and 4) the world and the history of the world tells you who I am. More ...
Here are some of the signs that tell you who I am.

What's your relationship with Israel?

I am Israel. Israel and I are one and the same. However, I'm not a Jew, I'm from the Nations of The World. In 2001, when I was 29 years old, I went to Israel looking for God. After I went through a change in the perception of my reality in 2005, God brought be to Kabbalah in 2006 [2]. I went back to Israel in 2007, 2008 and 2009 to learn more about what was happening to me. My relationship with Israel is a permanent relationship.

What's your background, with respect to faith?

I was raised a Christian, went to Sunday School, went to church, read The Bible. When I was teenager we attended the Pentecostal church.
I read The Quran for the first time in 2012/2013.

Are you married?

I'm ONE with The Creator.

Do you have children?

Yes. Also, the whole world.

Travel:

Have you been to the United States of America?

Yes, many times. I've been to almost 40 of the 50 United States.

Have you been to the United Kingdom?

Yes, to England and Scotland.

Have you been to the United Arab Emirates?

Yes, a layover on a flight to and from Kenya.

Where else have you been?

Mexico, Ireland, Germany, The Netherlands, Belgium, France, Spain, Monaco, Switzerland, Italy, Austria, Greece, Turkey, Syria, Jordan, Egypt and of course Israel.

Where would you like to go?

I have to go to the cities of Mecca and Medina in Saudi Arabia.

Have you ever broken any bones?

No, but ...

Have you ever had tuberculosis?

No, but a gentleman in our compound did and we had to get vaccinated.

Have you ever fainted?

Yes. Once or twice.

Do you speak Arabic?

No. I took Arabic lessons briefly as a child. I know the Arabic alphabet and a few greetings - as-salamu alaykum (peace be upon you), wa alaykumu as-salam (and unto you peace), but that's it. I speak Swahili, a language that has many Arabic words. [3]

Are you Japanese?

No. My names Kagume and Ngari sound like Japanese names but they're not, they're Kikuyu names from Kenya. More ...
Here are my roots:

My father is Kikuyu from Kenya.
My mother is Canadian, born in British Columbia, Canada:

Her mother (my grandmother) was born in Alberta, Canada, with American, English and Scottish roots.
Her father (my grandfather) was born in British Columbia, Canada.

His father (my great grandfather) was from Quebec, Canada with French roots from the Metz region of France.
His mother (my great grandmother) was from New Brunswick, Canada.

What kind of jobs have you had?

Many over the years - a babysitter, a waitress, a chamber maid, a front desk clerk, a gas station cashier, a retail sales clerk (women's clothing), stocking shelves at a grocery store (candy at the checkout), a records clerk, a database clerk, an actress (I wasn't very good), a research assistant, a library assistant, an information desk worker, a project manager, a contracts administrator and a supplier evaluator. As a volunteer, I've picked mangoes, washed sheets in the laundry department and helped build houses.

What are your strengths?

I feel like a kid in a new world with lots to learn.

What are your weaknesses?

At the moment by health isn't 100%. Chronic pain and chronic fatigue sometimes leave me cranky, irritable, short-tempered, worn out and exhausted. I get tired easily and I need constant rest. Also, I have a problem with my long-term and short-term memory. Don't ask me anything because I don't know and I don't remember. It's like I'm in a cloud, I can't see a foot in front of my face. Information is given to me as needed. It may not look like what I'm going through comes from a place of love, but it does, it's simply a matter of perception.

Why do bad things happen?

Bad things happen because we're all immersed in the quality of selfishness. However, when you go through a change in the perception of your reality, you'll eventually come to realize that nothing bad has ever happened to you, others or Nature. We're surrounded by love, we just have to realize it.

What is the quality of selfishness?

When we seek to benefit ourselves with no regard for others/Nature.

What is the quality of bestowal?

When we seek to benefit others/Nature instead of ourselves.

What is connection?

If I seek to benefit you and you seek to benefit me, we become connected in mutual bestowal.

What does it mean to draw the light?

To be in the quality of bestowal, to connect with the force of bestowal.

What are round tables?

Round tables are a way for us to connect with each other, where everyone is equal. Solution are sought using the wisdom of the crowd [1], where the many are smarter than the few.

Is the end of the world near?

Yes. It's the end of the quality of selfishness (seeking to benefit ourselves) and the beginning of the quality of bestowal (seeking to benefit others/Nature). Do not be afraid. God is with us.

I'd like to help in some way. What can I do?

Seek to benefit others/Nature instead of yourself. Give to/help/take care of: the poor, the needy, the underprivileged, the oppressed, orphans, widows, those in debt, free the slaves etc. Also, take care of animals, plants and all of nature. By doing so, you'll be doing good to God Himself, to me, to others and to all of Nature. The happiness of others will make you happy. More ...

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References:

Wisdom of the crowd. www.en.wikipedia.org. Retrieved Sept 27, 2014.
I started off in the Kabbalah Centre, then eventually joined Bnei Baruch Kabbalah Education and Research Institute.
Swahili language. www.en.wikipedia.org. Retrieved Oct 24, 2015.

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